SO WHAT I WROTE WAS A GOODBYE MY LAPTOP WAS ALMOST DEAD BUT I WANTED TO WRITE A BLOG BEFORE THE LAPTOP SHUT OFF AND B4 I PASSED OUT AND WENT 2 sleep

my last good bye Lol - count down 5 min - another Art piece
Current mood: exhausted

this is a cool perspective
The battery on the laptop has 5 min of life left - worked all night
i keep slipping in and out of consciousness it's so hard to focus -- family is forever - i would say my old latin prayer AVE MARIA, gratia plena, Dominus tecum. Benedicta tu in mulieribus, et benedictus fructus ventris tui, Iesus. Sancta Maria, Mater Dei, ora pro nobis peccatoribus, nunc, et in hora mortis nostrae. Amen.

now that its happening. i would have done a few things different - i would sacrifice my small insecurity for what i love - and i would have hugged my mom for so long and tell her to not ever be sad or stressed cause i love you mom - my sisters your the best and most beautiful young women i will ever meet i am proud of you all i love u Michaela your a beautiful talented angel with so much life - hug my brothers and tell them i am proud to be there brother and i love them - hug my dad tell him i was so thankful he was my dad and i love and respect him and call my father and tell him that it was great that i got to see where i came from and inherited 3 parents- i would call all of my grandparents tell them i love them, - pai and mai - my other (really Grandparents) mom and dad - i love you pai - i am me because of you - i am everything i feel because of you your my grandfather who made me have a sense of pride and made me want to be a gentlemen and mai - i love you = you showed me compassion and kindness i miss you i always wished you were my godmother - but Brandon needed a defender like you to all - remember to love, i would have worn the shirt i wanted to wear - i would have had a driven 6 hours to go eat a Nola Roast beef po boy fully dressed with mayo and swiss - from bears - i would have kissed her - knowing it be my last time - life so beautiful full of emotion i love my family so much , i had a good life i am not afraid, but filled with the uncertainty of sadness - my place in the world being an empty void for so many things - just taken for granted- always forgive and love your family and friendss - be filled with pride only in catholic and family tradition and in your heritage - good bye my loving family i journey to my creator- to all of you live your life in peace -