Self and its component to life

The heart.

Well its 1:24am

I can’t sleep but I am dead tired – my body went through a little hell today and yesterday as well, for some extra cash and for a good work out I have been removing trees – my arms and legs look like I got in a fight with about 10 cats and lost. How such beautiful trees can be so mean? Anyway I think I am going to write about………………………………………..oh ok so
What is it in our world that makes us do the things we think we need or want to do?

Is it our lack of something or is it too much of another thing. It's always based on others thought as such in the most simplified example of our existences. Let us create an analogy to explain this.

First we have a line segment a simple line which alone is not much and is the basis of what we are all given. Through years of development in our genes and history of influences we choose a form or application for this line segment. At that given moment of creation from our mind to the physical it becomes either art or great applicator of the idea in its use one or the other – this also applies to us being.

The human existence is solely based on the existences of others. Our reasons interactions it's always for someone else whether they are even born yet or even if you have ever met that individual.

So this line segment now it has been manipulated by the individual and this person has made it with good intent. But it does not mean all are great but it does mean all is good because it come from creation which is in desire or intent for other eyes or other use. (*Always for others)

This curved line is now considered another component as well as other manipulated shapes such as the elbow and the right angle curves and bends these components give value to each other by each other(like people do or a spouse does) through the comparison of its original state, which makes it even possible to see the difference – you see with out others there could be no determination of value – like art a painting or a sculpture there could be no value of other art or forms of expression, yet all pieces of art are valued either by the creator or the individuals who choose to value the forms of manipulation. These individual lines and manipulated lines are more or less components of a much bigger object instead of this categorical form called art it is complex but noted as being or ontological, analogously as we are to the human race or also as a painting or sculpture is to the subject or liberal arts/arts so these lines and manipulated lines not only give value to each other as well as utilize each other for connections to form this large over all object with this be. This is in existence with everything such as human beings are – you take music as well – even to the physical elements as well as the alchemical elements – the instrument its self then the notes alone a note or a tone or even an instrument is not very strong but add more instruments or notes and you have either a band, symphony, or a musical masterpiece.

This can only show you that we as humans are connected as one body one living body an overall we are components or the living race yet none of us realize it because everyday we are stuck in the work a day world.

This WORK A DAY WORLD is the harm in our nature because we detach ourselves from what our true goal. "One could not argue that this action of separation from the work a day world would be a selfish act because the concept of this writing is for the individual to apply to the over all object * EVERYONE. The work a day world is the concept that there is not a disturbance. For the transition of your mind from the realms of the imaginable to the physical the realization of self and separation from self –

Have you ever worked and a week has gone by and you come to the realization that tomorrow is work again after your break has just ended so quickly. That desperation last until it's the middle of your work week and you realize its not so bad until your there again. Well that's the work a day world – over and over again that time is wasted. People dream about doing so many other things but are held down by chains that our society has provided for the person to be filled with distraction – bills, rent, a house, taxes, gas, ect. It’s amazing that all that stuff has no bearing on the conscious mind or heart it should! Existences in things – they are all applications of life but not life and before you know it your time has passed by as you sit and look back to say one thing – "well I have led a good life" and as the last sound of the last word in that phrase is where the contentment in your heart fades because of dying desires - until you hypnotically tell yourself again those same words and look for justifications for it being a good life. Many will argue with this and say well what about doctors or people who act or anyone who is doing what they love = well that is because they achieved separation of self and found God in there work (call it what you will). which only means great discipline – this is for you out there who have not awaken your deep sleep to be reborn with fire to wreck through the door and harshly hit this world with a passion that emits inspiration around your fellow man (*or line segments hahaha) because we are all components. You must understand that the separation of self can only be obtained by the sacrifice of your self – you must deny your self satisfaction. If you thirst then instead of satisfying your thirst with the temporary water teach you're self to control yourself. Thirst not for water because you need it thirst for the ability to obtain water! not the need for it – you must realize again that if you have conquered self then you can conquer anything – control of ourselves and our desire will set us free to accomplish all that we want in life.

------------ you can not be free until you have died and lived again

To die is to set your self free. Self is not the person but the consciousness that tells us what we think we need and want. In order to hear the self clearly you must weaken self through denial of satisfaction. With this you will accomplish everything with a determination and discipline others will admire and envy which will satisfy a Good Life which will satisfy God--------- Richard Myles Donahue III White = a person who is still trying to conquer self every day